Friday, May 18, 2018

Memories

Do you have any childhood memories?
I have.
Horrible ones.
How is it to grow up in the hands of a maid! Well , my father said, "you could have died."
Was a trouble baby. Would not eat . She ate mine. My father said my high power specs is bec of lack of vit and proteins during this period. And then I remember the cockroaches. The bottled cockroaches, living, climbing up the walls of the bottles, and my frightened face. Yes, I was made to eat like this. May be I was 2yrs or even less, but how strange , I still can see. May be bec of this I am still afraid of these tiny creatures. I try my best but the fear won't leave me. My behaviour irritates everybody but no one understands the reason behind.

Children should not be made to fear anything. It stays in the horrible manner. I have made my children not to fear darkness or ghosts but cockroaches? Unfortunately , bec of me they too are infected. 

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